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Missing
00:59
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Mall Walker
03:36
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Up to the top and down memory lane
I become a mall walker on cold, relentless days
Riding escalators and wandering checkered paths
Like the best laid plans in my hands this route has no map
Gazing in store windows I remember who I was
Catching my reflection I’m reminded of who I am
Ripped jeans and baby tees
But you’re not like the other kids
With your belly button pressed tight against your ribs
Suck in the air and pray to disappear
Look away and tell yourself it’s just the mirror
And I can’t help but think that who’s in front of me
Is exactly who I was when I was 13
And I can’t help but think that what’s inside of me
Is everything I want but nothing I need
It’s nothing I need
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Forget Kindly
02:00
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We met at the bar, we were young and invested
The city was fresh and it couldn’t be bested
I stayed in a basement and scoured apartments
Trying to make up a home out of nothing
There was something to do every night and all day
And I tried to keep up cause I wanted to stay
I was ready for new, I was done reminiscing
But I couldn’t help but feel that I was missing
I’ll always remember the skyline that Tuesday
Glitter and gold shining down on the highway
And I’ll look back fondly on where our paths twisted
But you’ll forget kindly that I ever existed
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Nashville
03:13
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Two months since the hospital but it still feels like day one,
Whether up or down I'm in my bed before the setting sun
And if it sounds like a repose or a certain sense of hell,
I assure you that I'm doing fine, really! Everything is swell.
And I don't think twice about sunny days or the sticky Southern heat
Of the pride I felt walking across that road in my bare feet
I admit there's times I can't be sure if that life was meant for me
Or if I'll make it back to Nashville eventually
Two months back into your arms and I really can't complain,
It's just now you've got me thinking hard about whether I should stay
And I thought my marks were more secure and that I could depend
On the words demanding permanence, on the ink left in the pen
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Well I hold in so much that I break capillaries in my face
When I cry red spiderwebs stretch, making patterns in the space
Below my eyes and down my cheeks, spanning towards my neck
You only know these places because you love me back
I’ll let you in these places because you love me back
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Noise
04:21
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At times I think I let the hospital bed swallow up my hope
It ate away at me night after night and I’d rather feed it than choke
And I shame myself for the drama cause it feels so overdone
But the truth is I don’t know another way to put it or where to run
And now that I’m in my car again I flash back to your streets
I see myself driving Demonbreun playing Bully on repeat
And I wonder why I wanted so desperately to leave
If only to get right back to where I finally found relief
Sometimes I feel so angry, I get that life’s not fair
Quit whining like a baby, stop screaming like you care
Rip the IV from my soft side, give my discord a voice
All I know is I can’t explain,
I just want to make noise
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Take Away
03:42
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Freedom in the afterglow of humid summer haze
Sunsets to the west of us and starlight in the grey
Lightning scattered overhead and thunder in the fray
What more can you take away?
Fingers falling fast off frets in shadows of moonlight
Coolness tickling my neck as we sink into the night
The fire fading slowly and the flames lighting your face
What more can I give away?
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